Wednesday, July 14, 2010
What does it feel like to lose a friend. What does it feel like to be accused. What does it feel like to not have a chance to give a say. What does it feel like to be given up on. What does it feel like to cry before you sleep. What does it feel like to have your heart broken by that one friend you thought wld stick through it with you. What does it feel like to have one less significant person on your side. What does it feel like to read words you never though you'd read. What does it feel like to have that one line lingering in your mind the whole time, like it's haunting you, like it's bringing you down. What does it feel like to lose yourself because you have no confidence in bringing anyone smiles anymore. You know who you are doesn't depend on that one person who's happier without you, but yet you can't help but to think so. You feel like you're THAT detestable to be around.
Why did you have to make me this way. I'm nothing but a facade.
God, please help me to remember.
You've got nothing to prove Hann, and you don't need to.
Turn me to You, You're more than enough for me.
XOXO
7:59 AM
