It's 2am now and I just finished revising a theme of Geog. My hair's tied in a bun and little strands are sticking out. I look like a mess and I have puffy eyes because I don't remember crying this hard since last year. The past few days have been terrible. It's scary what exams can do to you, the way they make you feel so sad, disappointed, useless and dumb. I just don't know what to do anymore. I have to stop pretending that it doesn't hurt. Cus it does, it affects me so much that I don't feel like talking to anyone. I feel as if I can't face anyone. (except my classmates cus they truly understand how I'm feeling right now) I feel so aimless and I guess after holding back my tears for 2 days I cldn't anymore. I just cried, let out all the pain I was holding in. Kept thinking of how badly I did for my exams, how much I felt like a failure. Yeah it's only Mids, and I shld just move on but it was just as impt to me. And somehow I just felt like dwelling in this whole pool of sadness and disappointment for now. I hope tmrw wld be better, it's gna be a whole day of Chinese. Go Hann, B for Chinese please.