When you are so distant and apart from the other, you realise that you're actually okay on your own. You're used to life without the other because the many challenges you face make you stronger, braver and numb. After thinking it through, you start to realise that life is actually so much better and greater. Esp when God tells you of how much he loves you unconditionally and even in your weaknesses. And in the end, after all the tears, fears, insecurity and hurt, God IS the only thing you ever needed. X X X