This is me, feeling lost all over again. I thought I had it, I really thought I did. Sometimes it's really hard. School becomes so mundane, friends come and go and they move on without you, work continue to pile up and all these just make your motivation for studying fade away. Everything's overwhelming. I should stop feeling insecure about things. I must learn to trust again. I need to find a reason to carry on. I want things to go back to how they were. But it's just so hard, I am already trying so much. Sometimes I just feel like you don't care enough. And yes this is about you, you know it. I am just so.. tired and drained. But yet again, I don't think I'm doing enough. I think I contradict myself. Funny.