Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day and Friendship Day.

It's so ironic cus I think I messed up one of my most treasured friendships ever. Or at least I think so. Funny thing is, I've been holding so many things in these months and last night I cldn't anymore. But how come I don't feel good about it? Maybe cus I hurt the other party? Becus I didn't ask myself WWJD before reacting? But isn't honesty the base of a friendship? If I didn't say anything, it'll be all a lie, and insincerity. I apologised, and it's up to you if you want to accept it, after all the times I did for you. It's your choice if you want to work on it or not. There's a thin line between plain friends and close friends. Don't stereotype me again, or the situation.

I started drawing again, maybe cus of all the inspirational drawings I've stumbled upon tumblrs and Peyton from OTH. Haven't touched my sketchbook since December 2009. And I drew this. Trust is like an unstable bridge. When it breaks, would you take that risk to go near it to fix it? What if there's still hope becus it's hanging by a partially torn rope?

I know, it's cheesy. But true.

Anyway, I'm stuck on Goodbye and Go by Imogen Heap! Not your everyday kinda song but oh so catchy :-) "Oh why'd you have to be so cute? It's impossible to ignore you. Must you make me laugh so much? It's bad enough we get along so well. Just goodnight and go"