Oh love in the shadows
Be the light who leads me on
You're love I will follow
Be my guide, Your will be done
(and I trust in Your perfect will, ever so much)


Okay I know I already blogged today but I'm just going to do it again. So I didn't go for tuition this morning because I felt worse! And like Momsie brought me to the clinic and thankfully I don't have a fever. I remember the last time I had one was before my prelims. Scared the shit outta me and I hated it. So yeah phew. But I have medicine to take now. Tablets, in fact. And I dislike tablets because I cannot swallow them. Haha noob much? I can't swallow tablets the size of a panadol. I have to cut them into half. But luckily I didn't get any huge ones :)

I don't remember sleeping so much before. All because the meds make me drowsy. (and I'm sure I'm gna sleep soon cos I just took them again) Today I cooped myself in my room because I am not allowed to go near Grandma. I felt kinda bad cos I ate dinner quickly and left the table and she was left eating alone. Sorry :( But it's been okay. I'm watching Family Guy to entertain myself. :)

Yesterday was awesome because I met up w my clique from Primary school! It was so good to see all of them again. :) Awkward at first but then we opened up after that. It was funny cos the guys kept conversing in Chinese and all I could do was laugh at how nonsensical/playful they were. All so ahbeng :O We have really changed so much and I'm praying we'll all do okay for N levels! Speaking of which, results are like next Saturday. :S

Idk why I've got so much to say but just let me blog alright. Haha. Christmas is coming and this is the first time I'm not spending it in Singapore. Such a bittersweet feeling cos I'll be away from friends and family. But on the other hand, I am pretty excited to go to Japan. The last holiday I went w my Family was to Australia in Sec 1?! Pops said we're gna go to Disneyland and I'm so happy about that. I rmb when I was 5 and I went to the Disneyland in L.A and took pictures w all the princesses. :) (haha it's every girl's dream!) It's gna be so pretty w all the Christmas decorations there. Time to be a kid again :) Oh and I am going to touch snow for the first time!!!!

Oohhhh I bought my 2010 schedule from Kikki.K already! It was $40 but it's sooo worth it (to me) Yknow I can stay in that shop for the longest time just walking in circles cos I want to buy everything in there. Here's how it looks like!

Sometimes I find myself counting down to 2010. But I guess I shldn't.
Because it's not our timing. But God's. Yes, it's worth waiting.
And in 2010, I will be happier.