4th December 2009, Friday

Dear God,

help me not to be selfish. Help me not to be greedy. Help me to have self control. Help me to seek You. Help me not to want. Help me to forget. Help me to remember. Help my heart to heal. Heal the 2 years worth of hurt. Remove the stains, scrub it clean. It is going to be really difficult. Help me to get focused. Help me not to stray. Help me to be hardworking. Help me to be brave. Help me to be strong. Help me to be more like You. I am desperate and I need You now.

Love, Hannah.


Just so you know, I prayed for you that morning.
I know you'll do what's right. I know and believe. Still.