Sorry for the amount of youtube uploads this week.
I love looking for really awesome covers because they make me happy.
Gabe makes me happy (:

Life has been pretty slow moving right now, and I feel like I'm in Maycomb haha. It can get pretty boring too. Just like now. I'm so bored that I may most prolly be ponning art today. I shall indulge myself in dramas, doodling, romance movies and youtube.
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Have you ever lost someone who meant so much to you before? I went through it when Ah Ye passed away and now I have to go through it again. My maid's going home for good in 2 weeks and it is seriously making me a depressed kid. She has been w my family for 16 years, ever since I was born. Thinking about her leaving makes me very sad. Everytime I see kids w their maids, I get reminded that my days w her are officially limited.

Last night was one of my most terrible nights ever. I never knew I could cry over something for more than an hour. I don't know, I'd be selfish if I said I don't want her to leave. I guess I'll just miss her alot.

My eyes are puffy and I know things are gna be far worse at the airport. And I think just because of this incident, I keep thinking alot and having weird dreams. I'm just scared that my biggest fears would come true. If you're close to me, you'd have known what my dream was on Wednesday. It was scary and I don't ever want to experience it. It felt super real, and luckily I didn't cry in my sleep or something.


I know, this is the most depressing post I've written.
Deal w it.