I don't know, there are so many uncertainties right now. Outside I seem so happy, so carefree. But deep inside I'm a lost kid. I need to get right w God, I really do. I just need some hope to hang on to. Everything is happening too quick, I'm being overwhelmed. I feel so dry, and I need to stay faithful. Everyone else has already set their goals, and targets. But if I don't know what I want, how can I work towards it? This makes me feel so lost and insecure. Next year's gna be different. I keep thinking people are just going to move on without me. It's not something new, I suppose. You're already doing it. But I just don't want it anymore. Sometimes I feel so helpless. Really. I think, I need a hug right now.


When I’m feeling overwhelmed
Like I can’t take anymore
I’ve thrown up my hands
All I see is the floor
I’ve looked to the north
The south, the west, and the east
But as far as I can see
I can’t find any peace

Your grace breaks through
And reminds me of the hope that I have in You
That I have in You

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