Monday, February 23, 2009
In your eyes I'd like to stay,
As usual, aft each AMath paper there'll be tears. Today was no exception. It's like no matter how hard I try I just can't seem to get it. There's so much to catch up on. I feel so disappointed in myself, and I feel that somehow I always disappoint my parents, esp my dad. "Failing is not acceptable to me, you think if you drop AMaths you can pass Chinese?" made me cry. I thought my first day aft CTs back home cld be so much better. But apparently not. I didn't even have the chance to tell them my English compre marks. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I h8 this. I h8 myself for being so dumb in Maths. It's always never enough. I h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8.
You've got to work harder than this, Hannah. You've got to.
--
Not a big fan of Miley Cyrus but..
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head saying,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
As usual, aft each AMath paper there'll be tears. Today was no exception. It's like no matter how hard I try I just can't seem to get it. There's so much to catch up on. I feel so disappointed in myself, and I feel that somehow I always disappoint my parents, esp my dad. "Failing is not acceptable to me, you think if you drop AMaths you can pass Chinese?" made me cry. I thought my first day aft CTs back home cld be so much better. But apparently not. I didn't even have the chance to tell them my English compre marks. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I h8 this. I h8 myself for being so dumb in Maths. It's always never enough. I h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8.
You've got to work harder than this, Hannah. You've got to.
--
Not a big fan of Miley Cyrus but..
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head saying,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
Labels: when we sit at our favourite spot in town.
XOXO
3:06 AM
