Friday, February 20, 2009
And honestly,
my life would suck without you
K tests have been pretty fine. Manageable lah I guess. My last and biggest worry is A Math. It's on Monday. I've never felt so pressurized before. I cried in school today, I just felt like I'm the slowest person ever in A Math. I've yet to memorise all the shit formulas. Like even though people say "Aiyah, I also haven't learnt yet" and all. End up they still get top in class *stares at Deeksha* Me? HA, I can barely even pass the subject. Call me pessimistic but I'm just super tired. Can you imagine only passing ONCE in a year and not passing a single quiz. Imagine how demoralising and pathetic that is. Why is wanting to do well so hard for me. It annoys the shit outta me srsly. It makes me frustrated. How can I try studying it when I've ttly lost interest in the subj. Why can't my Chinese be good so that I can drop this subj. Why do seniors say "At first you will keep failing but aft that you'll be able to do it" when nothing is happening to me at all. Am I just dumb or what. Don't wna disappoint my parents. I know my brothers are super smart asses, both in express. One's working, one's in uni. And here I am struggling in sec 4. Oh God, I really need you now. This sucks bad.
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So Chem and Bio were okay lah. Lessons today were quite slack. Stayed back in school w the usual girlys and we headed to the comp lab aft school til 4+. Gee, they really make me happy like so much. I love ya'll a lot, thanks for the hugs, encouraging and tissue :>
Oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA TAN
(not sure if you'll be reading this!)
andddd JANICE!
I know you h8 this peek but it's the most recent I've got (:
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"Hey dun give up. I'm here w you always hang in there.
Everything will be fine again after this tide. Dun give up k?"
Thanks, bro :)
PRESS ON HANNAH.
my life would suck without you
K tests have been pretty fine. Manageable lah I guess. My last and biggest worry is A Math. It's on Monday. I've never felt so pressurized before. I cried in school today, I just felt like I'm the slowest person ever in A Math. I've yet to memorise all the shit formulas. Like even though people say "Aiyah, I also haven't learnt yet" and all. End up they still get top in class *stares at Deeksha* Me? HA, I can barely even pass the subject. Call me pessimistic but I'm just super tired. Can you imagine only passing ONCE in a year and not passing a single quiz. Imagine how demoralising and pathetic that is. Why is wanting to do well so hard for me. It annoys the shit outta me srsly. It makes me frustrated. How can I try studying it when I've ttly lost interest in the subj. Why can't my Chinese be good so that I can drop this subj. Why do seniors say "At first you will keep failing but aft that you'll be able to do it" when nothing is happening to me at all. Am I just dumb or what. Don't wna disappoint my parents. I know my brothers are super smart asses, both in express. One's working, one's in uni. And here I am struggling in sec 4. Oh God, I really need you now. This sucks bad.---------------------
So Chem and Bio were okay lah. Lessons today were quite slack. Stayed back in school w the usual girlys and we headed to the comp lab aft school til 4+. Gee, they really make me happy like so much. I love ya'll a lot, thanks for the hugs, encouraging and tissue :>
Oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA TAN
(not sure if you'll be reading this!)
andddd JANICE!
I know you h8 this peek but it's the most recent I've got (: ---
"Hey dun give up. I'm here w you always hang in there.
Everything will be fine again after this tide. Dun give up k?"
Thanks, bro :)
PRESS ON HANNAH.
XOXO
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