Sunday, January 25, 2009
Like an apple hanging from a tree,
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed
Silly siblings :)
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Day 2: Joshua lent me his harddrive, means more songs for me! Thx kor ;)
Kinder Bueno from Merv & having a gr8 reunion dinner :)
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I woke up thinking today would be a better day, but apparently not so.
(Don't judge me by what I say, it's my blog anyway)
Stupid things happened today and really things I never thought you'd do. Yeah you've got every right to be angry at me, and so do I. But me not telling you, is because I think it'll soon wear off for me during the coming week, so I didn't see a point in blowing things up. But you had no right to shout at me in public, and in front of everyone. Even if you're angry, can't you spare a thought for how I'd feel? Must you embarrass me like that? Not even my parents shout at me in public srsly. So what right did you have? You walked away, leaving everyone staring at me. Did you know how I felt? And I went to the toilet to cry okay? I cried like nobody's business and I whined to P, and just cried. I didn't care abt who was staring at me, I just cried. Why? Cos it hurt, and I was upset, and angry. I don't mind you being angry at me, cos yeah I admit I wrongly accused you of taking sides. But srsly I know you have a hot temper, but you didn't have to shout at me in public. Thanks alot.
You called, explained and all.
I can say I can't forget it so easily. My bad.
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Yknow when you're thinking alot
and suddenly your ipod shuffles to this v appt song?
Yeah it did so last night. I like it alot:
How long must I pray, must I pray to You?
How long must I wait, must I wait for You?
How long 'til I see Your face, see You shining through?
I'm on my knees, begging You to notice me.
I'm on my knees, Father will you turn to me?
One tear in the dropping rain,
One voice in the sea of pain
Could the maker of the stars
Hear the sound of my breakin' heart?
One light, that's all I am
Right now I can barely stand
If You're everything You say You are
Won't You come close and hold my heart
So many questions without answers,
Your promises remain.
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"It sucks to be crying and hurting, but it sucks more to be crying and hurting and not being able to tell you"
I wished things were still the same, but I know it ain't.
Let it go, Hanz.
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed
Silly siblings :)
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Day 2: Joshua lent me his harddrive, means more songs for me! Thx kor ;)
Kinder Bueno from Merv & having a gr8 reunion dinner :)
---
I woke up thinking today would be a better day, but apparently not so.
(Don't judge me by what I say, it's my blog anyway)
Stupid things happened today and really things I never thought you'd do. Yeah you've got every right to be angry at me, and so do I. But me not telling you, is because I think it'll soon wear off for me during the coming week, so I didn't see a point in blowing things up. But you had no right to shout at me in public, and in front of everyone. Even if you're angry, can't you spare a thought for how I'd feel? Must you embarrass me like that? Not even my parents shout at me in public srsly. So what right did you have? You walked away, leaving everyone staring at me. Did you know how I felt? And I went to the toilet to cry okay? I cried like nobody's business and I whined to P, and just cried. I didn't care abt who was staring at me, I just cried. Why? Cos it hurt, and I was upset, and angry. I don't mind you being angry at me, cos yeah I admit I wrongly accused you of taking sides. But srsly I know you have a hot temper, but you didn't have to shout at me in public. Thanks alot.
You called, explained and all.
I can say I can't forget it so easily. My bad.
---
Yknow when you're thinking alot
and suddenly your ipod shuffles to this v appt song?
Yeah it did so last night. I like it alot:
How long must I pray, must I pray to You?
How long must I wait, must I wait for You?
How long 'til I see Your face, see You shining through?
I'm on my knees, begging You to notice me.
I'm on my knees, Father will you turn to me?
One tear in the dropping rain,
One voice in the sea of pain
Could the maker of the stars
Hear the sound of my breakin' heart?
One light, that's all I am
Right now I can barely stand
If You're everything You say You are
Won't You come close and hold my heart
So many questions without answers,
Your promises remain.
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I wished things were still the same, but I know it ain't.
Let it go, Hanz.
XOXO
4:03 AM
