Because love knows no bounds.
(if you can't be bothered then dont read)yep today was bad. flagraising wasn't good, for the first time. made so many mistakes, failed the first bio quiz i had this year, although there were only 2 passes in the whole class, but yah. lessons today were really slow moving and some tchers didnt really help. you haven't been there, and you don't show the support i need. instead you question me alot. pissed? well, maybe. things aren't the same now, and i can't be honest w you anymore. was trying to study just now, write notes, but screwed up the last few pages/points cos too many things on my mind. why is wanting to do well in school so hard for me nowadays, i wna be the hardworking person i was in sec1, who used top the class. now i'm all the way at position 13/20. wth is wrong w me. omg and suddenly i feel all alone in this big whole situation. people don't understand and all. sometimes im just lazy to explain and confide everything. this sucks big time. you hardly know whats going on bcos i don't wna tell you for now, i'm not comfortable arnd you like i used to be. if you dont understand, dont give opinions, now i feel messed up again. from being proud of myself for doing something that i usually wldn't do, i find myself becoming uncertain about so many things all over again, ugh. stop thinking abt it, stop stop stop. trust God, that He'll take care of you, me, us and everyone else. where is your faith, hannah? please find it, because you jolly well know you can't do this alone.
sometimes i can't be the brave girl i wna be, i'm a dependent person.
i need someone to be there, i need a hug.
Not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going gone away
My only weakness is you only reason is you.
Every minute w you I feel I can do anything
Going, going I'm gone away, love.
XOXO
5:35 AM
