I'm giving up on everything. On you, on us, on this empty friendship. Please, now I really know how much it means to you srsly. It's been some time since I sent that mail and when you said you had no time to reply what were you doing? You were freaking surfing the net. Thanks man, the internet is more impt than me. It doesn't matter anyw I wasn't even expecting you to reply when I first sent it. It's gna be two months to November and then it's gna turn a year. Not talking for a year? Wow yup congrats cos it's gna happen, it's official. Sometimes I wonder why I keep doing so many things, humbling myself to initiate emails, msn chats, msges. And only finding out aftwards that well maybe.. hmm you don't even bother. You asked for second chances, I gave. How many times? Idk, I don't bother counting anyw. Well maybe moving on is the better for the both of us. Having our own close friends and not talking anymore, if that's what you want then I've got nothing to say. Thanks anyw for making me know how dumb I could be in doing so many things that end up still result in freaking nothing, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT Yes I'm angry, but wait I don't even bother getting angry at you cos this kinda stuff I'm used to it. And if you think it's abt YOU, then it IS. But don't go all blaming yourself again and giving reasons cos I really hate that.
Kthksbai.Labels: I know I'm on hiatus I just need to rant ok.
