Camp was alright. Personally I didn't think it was that great. If not for my khakis I'd be zzz already. Hello Heather, Nadine, Jovee, Wan Leng, Davina I miss you all now :) Sleeping next to Heather and Nadine is the funnest ever oh gosh. We will talk talk talk and eat nuts and look outside our window to find _ and when instructors come in we hurry pretend we're sleeping and snore, HAHA. Before Heather and I jumped off the building for Zipline, we shouted "I HEART _!" (insider!) hahah ohmgee damn funny. Love group 1&2 :heart:
"Cos you ain't a Tic Tac" :)School tmrw! Sianjipuaz.
For once, I don't miss camp,okaybye.
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I wonder what's ever gna happen t us,t our friendship. Yknow I was so disappointed in what you said. Cause I expected something else. Everytime I try t do something,you'll always link stuff up. Things are so awkward now that I have no idea what to do anymore. Don't say I never tried. I always have been. That was why I emailed you only t get a reply saying you aren't gna start talking FIRST. I CARED ENOUGH for our friendship to initiate things, to pour out whatever I was feeling in like 5 paragraphs? When I read your 2para reply I know your heart wasn't in it. I thought things wld turn out different but I was wrong. What I did didn't even change anything. I mean like, what? "OH okay if you aren't gna start talking why shld I? I mean, it's not like I can't live without you, your msges and chats. Two can play at this 'game' yknow" I know you didn't mean it in that way but com'on man. At this stage we can't afford not to communicate, talk or whatever shitz. If you think it's the best way then okay thanks, you've really shown me how much this friendship means to you. Ironic isn't it? Everytime I try to tell someone he/she will ask me not to rush you cos you need time and it's hard for you, then I get the feeling I'm always messing this up, I'm always impatient, like I'm the bad guy. Isn't 7 months enough? 7 freaking months of not speaking to each other I'm sick and tired of this. Sometimes I really wonder what the heck I'm doing. How annoying.
Please don't ask I just needed t rant since no one ever understands my point of view. And I don't really care if you read this or not. TYVM goodbye.
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