Catch up soon, just the 3 of us please :-)--
Okay, parents just left for church. So I'm finally alone, blasting my music and there's no one to scold me. Anyway, been thinking alot lately, about things at school, personal life. I just have so much on my mind. I've been complaining so much, and I haven't been focusing much on God. Cos I know He's been speaking to me, just that I haven't been listening, hardly at all. Been complaining to everyone about how
bad my week's been and I'm sorry everyone. I guess I must have been irritating huh.
Mummy once told me:
don't concentrate on the problem, but on God. Cos God will def make a way, He'll def guide me through every problem or trial I face. And guess what, He did so, even when I neglected Him so much, He was still there for me, He was still guiding me
. "Even when I fail You, I know you love me" :)
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Next, this part is for you, I'm not sure if you're gna read this, but I'm just gna say it anyways. I know we haven't been talking, been ignoring each other and all. "Whenever we try so hard the plan is always rearranged" I just thought of how much it reflects how/what we're going through now. I don't know man. Like all that's been going on and all. But I'm sure things will go back to the way they were soon. Cos I really miss those times, the laughs everything. I want you to tell me the problems you're facing, cos that's what friends are for, there for each other. Like how many times you've been there for me. Ohwell, I don't even know if you'd read this, cos I know you hardly come here anymore.. ah, what was I thinking.--
"WHAT A LONG POST!" you all must be thinking. Haha. Well, it's super
cold now, rain's really heavy and all. I love the rain. There was art today. Haha. 3 hours is just too long for me I was super tired to da max. But I guess that I've gotta adapt to it. Heh.
Oh! I love my new Puma jacket! Niceeeeeeeeez.
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"Ohyah, i saw mon2 today. I miss her like - lots." its sweet, somewhat :) Love you Caselyn! I guess adsence makes the heart grow fonder. You don't know how blessed you are until they're gone. I want you all to know I miss you girls lotsssss. Samantha, Caselyn and Pei Ying: though you girls have got new people to hang out w, you've got a special place inside my heart (L) --
I LOVE MY BLOG SONG.
Its stuck in my head :-OOh p.s/, I've decided to wake up at 5am every school morning to do QT. (y)